"There are ups and downs in life"

all this while.
after living as a human for 15 years.
finally i get this.

today : 30 august 2010.
a day before merdeka.
i have my UP n DOWN. n UP back.
hahah.i know its funny.

my up starts when i go to school.
after 3 days of holidays.
i am so damn happy to meet back with my friends.
(its like 3 weeks)
even when i got the news dat there will be a jdp meeting i am still fine.
i can still go to the porch n smile smile smile.
n yeah just fyi. i am a pelatih.
wow! woot2!

but then when i started to get into my car (i mean my dad's car)
i told them about sumting.
n their feedback really disappoints me.
not enough with that.
my dad bring up an issue.a BIG issue.
which all this while.
i never admit that it is crucial.
and guess how did it end?
both of us quarrel.
n i ************ (sencored.only aina amirah knows.haha)
i felt like running away from home.SERIOUSLY dude!
suddenly felt like being in hostel is way better!

luckily tonite i have tuisyen.
so going to tuisyen is totally peace this time.
(tambah plak akmal xdk.hahah.tenang~)
when it is 10.15 i felt like i dun wan to go back!
i mean it.I DONT WANT!
rsa cm nk p lepak sorang2 kat cc.
but hey!
when i got into the car.
situation turns out to be better.
i and pak cik osman have a talk.
n at last both of us seal a deal.
(hahah.over geyla)
so msuk2 dlm bilik.
lompat la cm org geyla sbab syiok!
p melompat ataih katey plak tu.
free ja nnti katey aku pcah!
hahahah~

so dats it i guess.
today is really adventurous.
from being on top of the mountain.
i am pushed down down down to the footage.
then i must slowly climb up back.
man its really really really tiring.
but when i get back to the peak.
it is really satisfying!
so only have one word to say :
alhamdulillah~

ps : dont ever or NEVER put up a fight with ur parents.
it really sucks. really!
worst than the time u quarrel with ur frens or boy/girlfrens.
a million times WORST!
so just follow my advice :
be humble to the elders especially your parents!
thnx!

oh wow!
aku hebat!
dlm msa dua tiga hari ni.
aku bgi pecah byk benda.
first of all...
yg pling aku bangga.
pecah lemak!
pecah sat ja
bukak2 posa dpt balik.
HAHAHAHAHAH
n then n then
pecah pensel.
biasala tu kan.
pecah kereta javin.
aku terpijak smpai qelai.
kaki aku pun nk qelai sma dh.haha.
pecah handle yg dok pegang shower tu.
tataw la aku mndi cenna.
ganais geyla.hahah~
dan yg paling best.
pecah handfon!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
handfon aku rosak weyyy...
xtaw cenna nk bagi tw mk pk aku.
so aku rsa xlama gey.
aku akan pecah otak.
warning : nadia nazurah is hazardous by the time.
hahahah~
makaseh.

best posa ever!

pkoi 1.30
plan nk p tesco.YAY!
igt nk p men gem.
n then mai2 abg muzakkir kata
dia dok da kat tesco.
tpi malangnya dia dh nk balik.
:( bye abg muzakkir.

pkoi 2++
dok da kat tesco.
trus head ke popular.
bli pa yg ptot.
n then p men GAME.
"byk" geyla kot game kat ctu.
"best2" plak tu.
cousin aku n aku spend tah bopa lama la kat ctu.
xtaw nk men pa.
hahahaha.
so last skali men basketball.
n men kereta.
n ala2 ping pong tu.
n gem yg ala2 guitar hero tu. (pyah siot)
n then n then lama2 rsa bring.
n then p la tawaf satu tesco.
tawaf byk kali plak tu.
seyes aku n spupu aku cm org waya yg bru lpas dri tg rmbutan.
aku ni dh la posa.
nk mnum ayaq pun xley.
seyes lapaq ayaq geyla!
dh la masuk semua kedai kat tesco.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!
tpi tapa.
last skali beli gak game kof!
yayayayayay!

pehtu next head tu bazaar ramadhan.
kat stdium.
seyes dh lama nk p.
tpi dok xley p.
pak cik osman tamaw bwak p.
so mmg best geyla la p.
tpi seyes lapaq ayaq geyla.
dh la pnat dh p tesco.
p ctu plak ganda lagey la lapaq aku ni.

n then after about 45 mnts.
blik la umah.
smyg2 asaq.
trus head p playground tpi umah aku.
aku n cousin aku mw p men bdminton.!
wahahahaha.
aku tw sah2 mpa smo kata aku geyla.
dh posa.lapaq ayaq cen nk mati dh.
still bley dok p men bdminton!
wahahahha.sblum tu siap p jogging satu tmn gey.wahahahaha~
aku mmg waya hri ni!
aku mngaku.
tw dk. balik2 umah aku tu.
nmpk ayaq mountain dew.
dgn ayaq wrna hitam. tah bnda pa tah.
dgn ais la dgn wap2 ayaq dia.
ISK LA!!!
seyes rsa cm nk bkak posa!
nsib iman boley kra kuat gey.
takbukak gak.
hahahahaha.
tw dk seyes prot aku dok wat opera la ni.
HAHAHHAHAH!


haaaaaaaa
pehtu lupa satu bnda.
dlm2 aku dok lapaq geyla cen nk mati.
mai2 nad syam kata dia adh tlg kim salam kat fahmy.
tpi malangnya.
dia kim salam dgn guna suqat!
isk la!!!!
mcm org bcinta plak!!!
pdahai suqo kim salam je pun.
aiyaaaaa.....
mninggai klu dia igt aku syiok dia.
ssungguhnya aku umumkan
aku tak suka pun wey!!!!
HAHAHAHH!
fahmy sory klu wat ank malu!
HAHAHAHH!

cuba teka?!

pa benda yg kaler pink?
ekoq dia simpui2.
pehtu kaki dia pendek2.
pehtu hidung dia bsaq2.menuju ke arah langit?




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jawapannya :
BABI!
ya2. BABI!
nah nk bgi mukadimah skit psai babi.

Di dalam Bahasa Melayu, perkataan babi merupakan kata kesat bagi tujuan memaki hamun atau menghina orang lain. Dalam kebanyakan bangsa, haiwan babi diangggap hina dan gelaran babi adalah satu gelaran buruk.

okok.so.......
maaf la pada kwan2 aku yg dok kna dri aku dua tiga hri ni.
aku tw prngai aku mcm babi dua tiga hri ni.
maybe aku frust geyla sbab trial la kot.
tu yg jdi cen babi!
maaf la noh.
nnt mpa tolong sembelih aku la noh.

n n n n n n n
pada cik NUR AINA AMIRAH BT ELIAS.
maaf la noh cik.
dua tiga hari ni.
aku memang mulut cm longkang + loji + jamban + pa gey?
haaaaaaa..
aku tw dua tiga hri ni aku dok wat period tqok!
ank yg dok sblah aku yg dok kna.
maaf la noh.
ank jgn la marah kat aku noh.

xoxo, gossip girl.
haha.clap2.
xoxo, lutong babi mai dri long balallang.
HAHAHAHH!

bunga punya pasai!

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A : elis kata ank lembut...toi ka?
ME : hare elis!dia perli pdat geyla.hahahah.aku ganas.tp dlm hti ada tmn bunga.HAHAHAHAH!
A : bunga 2 dh ada owng ambk dk lg
ME : dh2.hahahah.
A : ishh...sp!!!
ME : hanum.azleea.ena.benei.elis.nad.aifa.eel.eah.ckop2 8 bunga :D
A : x pa..yg 2 x kisah
ME : hahahah.bnga smo amek dh.xdk tinggai dh.maaf.hahahahah.
A : nt aq transfom jd pompuan..mst ada bng kt aq
ME : hahah.dk gk.abis dpetik dh.8 ja.hak3!
A : aq bunuh sorang pas2 aq gnt tmpat dya
ME : ank bunuh dia.pehtu bunga tu akn layu gk.xdpt dselamat.maaf.
A : aq siram..aq antq p nursery swh depa jg leklok
ME : skali layu xkn dpt hidop blik.hahah.
A : petik bunga br..plezz
ME : pleaz dabaikan.no new flowers r available.all d present 8 flowers r fully occupied.sory :D
A : ok..i will never give up...try
im speechless....(cuz im sleeping.ahak)



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aaaaa....
tuleih ni sbab first time dok wat ayat2 haru.
guna bunga plak tu! HAHAHAHAH!
spa yg bca ni.
aku tw sah2 mpa smo gelak guling2!
lutong ckp psai bnga.
lawak ngat eh!!!!



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nah A.
nak sgt aku tuleih.
aku rsa aku xkn bgi bnga kat spa2 gey kot utk msa ni.
jgn dok wat kecewa la noh!
HAHAHAH!

Trial Report

TRIAL REPORT

jpn : 6 A 2 B
school : 1 A 4 B 3 C
* i know it is damn worst!*

starting from the best :

math : 94 (target 100.haha)
agama : 88 (target 75)
sejarah : 83 (target 90.hehh)
bi : 81 (target 88.kah3)
bm : 80 (capai target 75.alhamdulillah)

kh : 75 (next target 90)
science : 72 (next target 90)
geografi : 70 (next target 90)

keseluruhannya : result cenni sbab study last mnt!
tu pun xstudy btoi2.
so skrg ni dh deactiv facebook.
komik ds segala pun dh simpan!
insyallah.
biaq lpas sbulan pmr akan dpt.
PELAJAR CEMERLANG
hah3.geyla tinggi impian!
ok till then. XD

it looks like im spellbinded
by some blurry visions
and some fictitious fable.!
how stupid it is to ever dream
of yourself being in such a flawless fabrication
luckily now i success to escape myself from
going into a seducing hook!

ps : sory for the *gay english!
this is the impact of being excited
of using thesaurus

bye facebook :(

bye facebook :(

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perubahan drastik ni byk lah disebabkan semalam.
sir kata mcm2.
mak aku pun marah.
sehari dah dia marah.
benda2 alah pun dia mw marah.
pehtu dok hingaq kata aku qeja men fb lpais trial.
sbelum trial pun memang centu dh. dak ka?
hmmmm....
jadi selepas gtw kat tok dad pagi tdi.
kmi dua decide nk deactiv ja fb ni.
dah la buang masa.
xdk pa plak tu.
ckp ja xdk pa.haha.


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yg syioknya time aku post kat fb kata
"malam ni jium deactiv jium"
mai2 cek elis dgn cek fahmy dok wat ayat haru.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
padahal sebulan je pun aku nk deactiv.
depa wat cm aku nk delete truis.
wat cm xley nk contact aku dh guna fon.
haru ngoh!
tpi last2 aku xterpengaruh gk dgn kata2 depa.
biaq p ah kat depa.
elis aku tgk smpai marah pun ada.
murka tahap tequk ooohh.
esok p skolah tah la dia nk maqah aku ke x.
lanx la.
kan nk pmr dah sbulan gey.
tara activ kat blog aku sniri dh la.
fb tu nnt2 la pkiaq len.
payah pa.sebulan je pun (riak geyla)


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so last kali!
DEACTIVATE jugak la facebook!
serious lega lepas deactive.
at least aku xyah la jdi anak durhaka kan.
n at least jugak la aku xyah dok pkiaq psai fb utk masa ni.
tpi malangnya.
lpas ni klu tgh mlm aku boring tu.
xley dah la nk kacau spa2.
isk la.
biaq je la.
aku p kacau buku sej je la.
sah2 tdoq gak kan.?!
HAHAHAHH!


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insyaallah.
c u again in 1 month time facebook!

"this is the age nadia."

"u must learn to control urself."
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"dun simply post ur pic to the public."
"dont simply let people post on ur wall."
"dont simply add people that you dont know!"
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haaaaaahhhhh!
first day back to tuisyen.
at first excited.
then after being repremand (new word i learn today)
hahhh. mood has sudden change.
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wth dat is wrong actually?!
yeah i knoe its dangerous nowadays to simply post anything at the internet.
but this is a sosial web isnt it?
so wats wrong.?!?
if we keep ourselves in the same circle of friends.
until forever we cant get new friends.
and seriously this time my trial will be way worst if i dun have fb.
it really helps me! really!
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but however.
wat my sir said is 50% true.
so yeah.
after dis i wont SIMPLY do anything.
bcoz life nowadays are not SIMPLE!
they r much more complicated!
i decided to make my prof kinda private.
only friends to friends can do anything.
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and yeah.
i wont simply chat with anonymous anymore.
thnx!

thanx to AINA AMIRAH!!!
ur advice r much appreciated. :D
u r my best best friend la weyh!
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lpas chat dgn cik ena.
mud bek mai balik.
bukak fb trus jadi setan.kah3!
pehtu ingat ka nk chat.
dgn abg2 kak2 adik2
rakan2 dan sayang2.
mai2 semua pakat off.
isk laa.
malang btoi!

nak tulis pa hah?
dh boring2 ni xdk bnda len ley wat.
blogging je la.
haaaaa tw dh
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ok dis time i want to write with english.
over kan? so wat?!!!
aaaaaa......
yesterday i slept at 4am
d nite b4 at 5am.
hakhak. i know its really very late.
however dis morning.
im a little hyper. actually i myself dunno why.
but then cik Aina Amirah din go to school.
sucks her!
so without her today.
it seems like my mouth is a little controlled.
(xbopa nk longkang la kranya! haha)
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after dat i get result
for : AGAMA n SEJARAH!
n guess wat is my result?
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agama - 88 sejarah 83
alhamdulillah.
although its not really dat good.
im also quite thankful bcoz i get A (jpn).
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but i dunno why.
although my result seems like okay.
my mood change :
good >>> blurr
then after that when sej class.
i just sleep in d class.
at first is at benei's table thnx benei!
then after dat i go to syaza's place.
arrange 3 chairs bhind d class.
n sleep! ahak. i like <3!
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after waking up.
i am still blurr.
dunno why but i dun hav d mud to make noice.
until Omey come to me n ask
"nad, awat ank sngap sgt hri ni?"
"awiat ank BEK ja hri ni?"
hahahaha.
yeah im GOOD today.
inside d car.
i din sing a single word.
until at home
i also din say anything.
i din even bother to tell mama about my result.
i just bath n straight away go to bed.
fb also i on a while only.
not in the mood for any social life today. sory :(

so now im here.
writing this to explain
to those who think im weird today.
thnx!
sory for any inappropriate usage if words.
im still a student.im still learning!

12 August 2010
another fun day in my life.
yeah i must admit.
everytime i go out with this girl named Elis.
i will feel totally fun n appreciated.
yeah thanx Elis.
iLy <3 <3 <3
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pkoi 10++ stat btolak dri umah anum.
smpai stu tunggu dpan libry for azleea n elis.
azleea smpai trus msok libry.
hanum on9 fb. n yeah mmang dh lma geyla dia xbukak. smpai 100++ notifications.lol!
mai2 elis col. kuaq.

n first destination is :
BOWLING!
mula2 markah didahului oleh Elis.
n then lama2 kucing pusing stat menang balik.
isk la kucing ni.pusing ngoh!
aku mmg naturally xpndai bnda2 alah ni so aku dpt 3rd place.woot woot.
n then azleea dpt last.
tw sbab pa?
sbab bdk ni kja men ds.
hahaha.kcian toi!

next : KARAOKE!
p cri spot kat tepi tmpt bowling tu.
seyes nyesai kowt boh smpai 5lgu!
hingaq nk mampois box tu.
bass lagu mcm pecah.
tpi tapa.
last2 kmi ber3 melalak cm org geyla gak.
mai part rap ja snyap.
azleea plak is still sticking dgn ds.
dia kata dia xsngop nk dgr.
lagu nk pcah tlnga! hahah.maaf leea.

next : WINDOW SHOPPING!
my first time!
after 15 years living as a teen. (stat dri 10thn)
i have never EVER go into a boutique n spend my time there for so long.
dh la msok dlm dressing place tu dgn Elis.
sah2 org yg dok jga counter tu pkiaq yg bkn2.
tak la kak.kami ber2 bkn lesbo nah!
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sblum tu lgi lwak!
azleea dgn anum suqo aku beli cekak pkai!
hahah.alang2 rm4.90 beli je la.
bgi depa 2org pueh hati.hahahah~
time jln dgn depa mmg seyes malu.
org dok tgk aku pelik!
aku tw depa pkiaq pa.
sah2 depa kata
"darai nya pompuan ni!"
"baju bola.gelang spiderman.tba pkai cekak"
tapi..tapi..tapi..
ada satu kata2 azleea yg sedarkan aku.
ceeeewaaah.SEDARKAN aku.hakhak.
dia kata
"nad.klu ank pndai berhias sah2 cun."
hahahaha. n im dat time is like
"really? ok fine! later ill dressed up myself.biaq jdi girl2 skit"
hahahah.gelak la gelak.aku bertekad ni!

then :
hantaq la mereka ber2 pulang.
aku dgn Elis stay smpai pkoi3
plan nk jdi setan dua2.hak3!
mai2 jumpak kimie.
lepak la skali kat pak hainan.
woot woot.
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jln nek atais rooftop cp.
wat photoshoot!
mmg best.woot woot.
pestu ada la jugak bbrapa insan yg klihatan sdg mnum 100plus.
kahkahkah kantoi!

then : JALAN2
tah pa2 pnya bdk semo.
ikot ska hati ja jln.
tanpa arah tujuan plak tu.
smpai la abg muzakkir gtw kata dia dh smpai.
hahah.errr.kna la p cri dia.
p la popular.tunggu dia.
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mula2 nmpk dia once glance is like
whos dat guy? hes so familiar!
hahaha
rupa2nya dia la abg muzakkir.
hahahaahahha. bodo btoi! aku xley nk recognise.
ok first impression : gariang nya muka abg ni!
dia tny
"tdi p rooftop wat pa?"
drpd pndai mjwb trus lidah jdi kelu.
takowt stgey dia marah free ja.
hahah.nsib la dia xkta pa.
alhamdulillah~

ok next or last :
GAME!!!!!!!!
yeah GAME!
hoorayyy!!!!
at last ada chance gak nk men gem.
so men gem street of fighters (ka kof tah)
ok ni yg nk riak.
lawan 3kali menang 3kali!
mula2 lawan dgn kwn abg muzakkir (nma pa tah)
pkai ryu.MENANG!
then abg muzakkir xpueh hati.
lawan lagey.
kali ni pkai ken.MENANG LAGEY!
kah3!!!!!aku mmg hbat!
n then n then
time tgh dok men dgn pc punya.
tba laki ntah mai dri mana.
ltak syiling nk lawan!
cehhhhh! igt gua tkowt ka! hampes!
lawan2 salu smpai part last. n then xley nk pkoi dh.
so abg muzakkir ni mai jdi pnyelamat.
dia tlg k.o.kan bdk tu!
2kali kowt dia tolong.
woot woot. tera ah tu!
makaseh :D
hahahahahaha so bdk tdi tu pun malu
pdn muka!
padan kna perli dri kwn dia.dpa kata
"pa ank ni! kalah kat pompuan!"
toooohhhh laaaaa.
lo igt pa!
pompuan xreti men gem lawan ahh?!
lo igt pompuan cuma rti dok umah men msak2 je ka!
ok ok ok sdah! shut3. dok wat emo ley~
tba2 time nk smbung.
mama call.....
nmpknya kna balik dh.
waaaaa street fighters....
gua dh kna berpisah dgn lo...
gua akan rindu loo punya!
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time balik :
sumting unfortunate happened.
huhhh~ yg berkenaan je la tw :(

ok so konklusinya!
sgtlah best!
thnx to :
ELIS of coz.
n then : leea hanum!
n then : abg muzakkir n kwn dia (nma tdak dketahui)
skian trimas!

CURRENTLY IM ADDICTED TO :

srius klu ada org ajak p men
kat mna2 pun aku snggup.
hahahhaha
smpai tara ni!
geyla3
tunggu kak sarah balik.
2nd of August
pehtu nak balais psp dia.
kah3.

NURULLAILA NAJIHAH!
thnx sgt2!
mlm ni ada ank!
mmg lpas byk.
hahahahah.
thnx sgt2
iLy leila

ps : skrg ni kta tw.
klu time org hingaq tu la.
time org dok frust!
hahahh!

just skip this!

why u must be so angry?
u knoe not.
my result like dis.
i myself pun malu lah!
u think i want meh?
go n tell people said i get B C D
u think i syiok meh?!
dh la bdk klas S
tpi haram result mcm teik!
yeah i knoe
u want me to win kak anna
u want me to go oversea la wat la
i pun want la
tpi dh i x sepandai her
wat to do!
dh i memang stupid!
bca buku pun xmsok!
nk wat cena!
please la
jgn la nk marah sgt!
isk!!!!!!!!!!

ps : klu dh bca tu.
tolonglah jgn tny aku pa2.
aku xkn jawab!

WED, 18.9.2010!
pgi tdi senak perot smpai nk jdi geyla.
nsib ada azleea dgn hanum
depala yg teman.
depalah yang suqo boh ubat.
thnx azleea.
thnx mum! hahha
time peksa srius seksa.
skit prot smpai otak pun jammed.
nsib la sej kluaq yg aku bca. alhamdulillah ^-^
tpi geog memang haram susah!
kja nganga. gigit kuku.
nk tru org...huhhh bdosa!
so last skali kacau la illiana bazli. sory :(
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balik bukak fb.
lupa dh sembang dgn sapa. hahah~
n then dwnload gem ds.
biaq p ja.
p tdoq!
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bgn2 dgr azan trus.
aku xsuci tpi xpa la. p menumpang sat bknnya salah.kah3.
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n then balik mai kat komp.
tgk2 gem dwnload stgh!
pehtu dia xmw jalan dh!
ISK! !@#$^
tapa tapa
dwnload len!
smbey tu chat dgn sorg bdk.
xtw nma dia.
tpi yg tw dia staman dgn aku!
xpenah2 aku taw dia wujud.kah3!
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mai2 tgk!
gem tetap jdi centu!
xgerak! dok wat brake rosak pa!
meluat aih!
antaq msj kat abg muzakkir suqo on ym.
nk tny cenna dia dwnload.
dia xon!
huhhh meluat!
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jadi akibat kegeraman dan ketekanan kejiwaan.
OFF trus komp! MELUAT MELUAT MELUAT!
bek aku p stadi kh! huhhH!
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tgh2 dok stadi.
boring boring boring!
bukak lagu n dgr.
lama2 rasa cm best.
pehtu jadi high trus!
dok nari cm minah geyla! *bak kata elis*
dok rasa cm kat disco pun ada.
so trus msj elis (my luv <3)
"elis!jium kta p clubbing!"
hahahaha.aku tw aku waya! maaf!
elis pun msj balik. JIUM!
hahahah i like.
srius study syiok mcm ni.
nari nari pun msok otak!
hahahha
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ok dh bca hbis perdagangan f1 n f2.
esok p skolah nk sambung.
hrap2 la smuanya berjalan dgn lancar
amin~~~~


ps : elis.aku srius mw p clubbing.jium weyh jium.kta p nari dua org.hakhakhak!

pkoi 1++
bru hbis bca sej.
ngantok2 pning2.
still bukak fb!
sembang la dgn abg syamil :)
n then bdk kl mna tah. nma pun xtw.hahah
n then abg muzakkir.
dh ngntok.
tpi still mrapu2.
n then..
ckp la psai nds dgn abg muzakkir.
n then n then n then
abg muzakkir jumpak one web
yg ada gem bru nds!
thnk q so much to him
now i can start back my collection (275 dh.huhu)
oohhh ds cintaku yg abadi
tunggu lpas trial eiyh.
ill polish u again.
make u shine like gold!
awwwww~
kuang3!

wow!
nmpk nya mlm ni xsia2 tdoq lmbt.
WOW i like!

uwaaaa.... aku nak mati dh ni bca ini agama. lagu nk nek geylo! ishla.... kalau xkuaq yg aku bca ni. MEMANG! aku nk p bunuh diri eiyh. (x2.bunuh cicak bgus gey.) pkoi bopa la aku nk tdoq mlm ni. dh la 2 mlm dh dok tdoq pkoi 2lbih. ngantok tw x.ngantok!!!

affectionately for elis!

thanx elis.
xpnah2 ada org kata blog aku lawa.
ank ja lah yg kata.
thnx3.
waaaaaa
i terharu.....
thnx elis!
iLy!
muah3!

dedicated to Aifa.

AIFA!
pak kepada LUTONG.
pak xguna!
ank xmw anak ank nohh!!!!
sdih2 :(
muahahahha~

anda dinasihatkan utk skip post ini.

ini kerana anda akan tidak memahami apa yang telah ditulis.
sekian terima kaseh :D

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bengongbengapbongokbenakhawaqsenoilakau!
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memangpadanlamukacamlojiteik!

ps : segalanya hanyalah kutukan kpd diri sndiri.
sesungguhnya tiada kaitan dgn hidup mati sesiapa pun.
thank q klu mpa xpham!
maseh ;-)

to : Muzakkir Zamani Fairuzzaki

hahahaha...
thanks for ur advice dude!
sgt2 lah bmakna!
ahahahahahah!

dut...dut...dut...dut....
*isk la.pagi2 cenni spa la dok col.*
"hello?" -aku
"haa nad.sc f1 c1,3,4,6. f2 plak weyh?mai ah.......>bla3<" - kawan
*isk la fahmi ni.salu col time aku dok tdoq*

lpas ckp bbrapa saat....
kalih p kalih mai.
pkoi bopa dh ahh?
tgk2 jam. pkoi 12 dh.
errr.esok TRIAL kn?
hoish bgn2.
dgn sluaq pendek ketat bilik pun sqabut mcm sarang drug addict.
bru nk wat slangkah.
jatuh tguling trus.
hahahahahaa.nsib la ada ktil javin yg kecik comei tu.
klu x aku pun bley skip dh la trial kli ni.hahah~

ok.smbung kuaq bilik.bukak2 pintu.
mai2 tgk...
innalillah... sorang lagey dok wat sarang tikus..
batman kat cni.kereta f1 kat ctu.geret kcik tu plak dok wat halang pintu aku.
skali...TUSH.tendang je la beskel tu.heran pa?!!!

jln2.p brus gigi dlm tandas.
tba2 dgr mak ckp.
"if sarah already not qualified.why they still want to take her in?"
*huhh?*
*wat happened plak?*
"mama wat happened?'
"k.sara said a lot of people didnt get mara.she pun worried she wont get."
"oohh.kalau she didnt get then wat happened?she need to come out from d hostel ka?"
"come out from d course la! if she didnt get mara.then dis 1st of september she must quit ady."

ok2.xsanggup dengaq dh.time to go back inside d room n start d nerd-life again.
suddenly plak.dgr abah dok ckp2 pa tah dgn mama.nada mcm marah pun ada.
i cnt hear wat they talk la. isk!
tambah plak dgn soqa javin tu.dok nanges pa tah.
skit2 nanges.xdk pa pun mw nanges.
sepak stgey kot.xckop gey ka kna smlm?
........ *sry for d rudeness*
then i remember.errrr.k.sara punya bday not 27th september meh?
if she must quit sure she very sad one.
heiihhh k.sarah.dah la u waited for so long 2 get 1 chance like dis.
now easily d chance want to slip away from u.
tabahla k.sarah.bulan2 posa cenni sah2 byk dugaan kn?
nmpknya.i must smayang khusyuk lagilah.nk doa sama utk k.sarah.
lately bcoz of trial.lupa dh nk doa utk benda len.
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pendek kata.......
now shouldnt i be in front of d book?
heihh.
risau la..
dh la trial esok.
mama abah bad mud..
javin plak so naughty.
mcm mna nieyh?
huhhhh~
dh2.nk belah dulu.
first time tulis pjg2 cenni.
hahahahh~

ps : sry for d bhasa rojak. mmg salu dh dok ckp cenni.hahahh~ XD

no words to describe how much i miss my heaven

so never mind
ill just post some pics as cover up.
*i din put in 1 more.GOSSIP GIRL.18sx dude.hahah
hope pmr faster come n go
n hope my trial dis time at least can get 8A (takat jpn pun xpa)
aminnn~

GREEN the statements that are true. PURPLE that you wish were true.

170 cm tall.
I dont know what i want for the moment.
Im not happy.
I hate my life
I hate my friends
I hate my grades
I can drive
Im bored of driving
I have a white handbag
I love dancing
I go clubbing every week
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced
I have friends that take drugs
90% of my friends smoke
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
Im studying Fashion.
I have a business running
I hate cartoons
I dislike someone
I have 10 lollipops handbags
I buy CLEO every month
My parents dont know about my blog
I have an iPod
I dont have faith in the current "one"
My school mates know about my blog
I wanted to be a fashion designer
I love rock emo bands
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
Im a rebel
I dont believe in love
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
Ive bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people
I hate nail polish
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
Im a guy
Im scared of my Biology result exam which im going to face some day tomorrow
I hate vacations
We'll last :))
I believe in long distance relationships.
Im going to get high and smoke weed one day soon
Ive robbed an old lady.
Im starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend
I have a cat
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
Im hot.
Im a sinner
Ive got a DS light
I have a Wii
I cant live without music.
Video games are a waste of time
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have a 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes
I hate Math
Im happy with what i have
I love horror films (but im scared XD)
I slept in my parents room for 3 days after watching Scream when i was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me
I dont read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of a time
Blogging is a waste of time
I hate animals
I cant live without make-up
I curse like a pirate.
Im happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people who are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I cant drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teen have lost their virginity.
Ive got a new phone
Im going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I havent worked out since March.
I think im fat (lol i am!)
I love my friends and family.

~ from other blog

ABC About You Questions:

A - AVAILABLE: No.Im Mr Lutong’s.hahah
B - BIRTHDAY: 6 February
C - CRUSHING ON: Amanda Bynes *im not a lesbo*
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Mountain Dew
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Tok Dad Aina
F - FAVORITE SONG: For now, Never Say Never by Justin Bieber
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: No.Never!
H - HOMETOWN: Alor Setar, Kedah
I - IN LOVE WITH: Zac Efron. *hes so flawless*
J - JUGGLE: Huh?
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yes.Millions of them.In GTA.hahah~
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Bdr Muadzam Shah,Pahang. it made me nausea.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry, or orea maybe?
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 of my lovely sisters.
O - ONE WISH: 1? then it will be...to be perfect.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Mama...See Javin!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Gettin Over You
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6++
V - VEGETABLE(S): Yerh..triple NO!!!
W - WORST HABIT: Erm.just becoming myself will b e the worst.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Once.??
Y – YOYOS ARE: Rockin!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Pig

Random Questions About You:

What color do you wear most?: black
What are you listening to?: the sound of my aircon
Are you happy with your life right now?: Average i guess.
What is your favorite class in school/college?: None.I HATE CLASSES!
When do you start back at school/college?: Urm. Dunno.
Are you outgoing?: Again.DUNNO.
Favorite pair of shoes?: Sneakers
Where do you wish you were right now?: Hawaii.Bali?or Carribean.

THE CANS:

Can you dance? : Yes like a 2 year old stupid boy.hahahah
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Absolute no.
Can you whistle? : No but ill be learnning from my dad later. YAY!
Write with both hands?: Even with one hand i cnt!
Walk with your toes curled: YES in my d.r.e.a.m.s

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: No.
Do you believe in miracles?: No also
Do you believe in magic?: Yes
Love at first sight?: Rubbish!
Do you think there's a Satan : Yeah!
Do you believe in Santa?: 50/50
Do you know how to swim?: Yeah.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Erm. No i guess. Most of it sucks.

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: No.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yeah.but not on a date.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Again yes.but not a date again. XD
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I WISH.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside? : Dunno.
What radio station do you listen to?: Hitz.fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: is KFC arestaurant?!
What was the last thing you bought?: Comics. >swoons
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : My friends.

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: no
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: no
Do you cry when you get an injury?: depends
Do certain songs make you cry?: not at all.they make me laugh.

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: Happy if i want to be.
What can make you happy?: Urm.being with my DS.n comics.
Do you wish you were happier?: Hell yeah!
Can music make you happy?: Sure

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: Bcoz of love? never!
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Nah.i wont!

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color?:black
Current piercings?: none
Have any tattoos?: I wanted to.
Eye color?: black.

IN A GIRL/GUY

Favorite eye color: anything but black.
Short or long hair: short!
Height: taller than me?!?
Best clothing : as long as he wears a pants.hehh~

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: yes in monopoly.
Mooned someone: HUH?Thrown up in a store: urh.i lost my memory about it.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yes2. love it though.
Gone skinny dipping: no

THIS OR THAT.

Pepsi or Coke: Both.
McDonald's or Burger King: Ok with both.
Single or Group Dates: Urm.Group?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Meat.
TV or Movie: i cnt choose dude.
Guitar or Drums?: Both is smokin’ hot.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Chinese or Mexican: Malaysian.
Cheerios or Corn Flake s: Corn flakes.Pie or Cake: depends...

facebook~

2 days out of the cage
n its so much fun
the feelings dat i had before dis
of giving up and keep on losing
had lost just like dat

now
im full of spirits
to keep on going
n pushing my butts to the place dat i should be

thanks to those dat helped me
to get out of dat old stupid cage